So.....I have a confession to make......I am a "picker"! I love painting my nails, I never have naked nails and I always do them myself every week. It is something I enjoy having fun nails...... But the secret is I can't get them done even if I wanted to because this is too embarrassing! At any given time 2 or more of my nails/fingers will look like this above. I don't want to do it but I just can't stop! I will pull a piece of cuticle/skin and it wont hurt right then but it will bleed, I get mad at myself then the poor little digit will have a fever and its own heartbeat. It's a evil cycle! I pick when I am stressed, scared, upset and anxious......so I guess you can always tell how my life if going by looking at my hands! It's gross huh? My Mom is gonna be mad I showed you all this for sure! I swear it is insane how everyday when I shower, do dishes or wash my face 1 or more of my fingers is in constant pain! I am such a weirdo!
Does anyone else do this? Growing up I bit my nails off and frankly since I like my nails short I would rather go back to biting then this bloody mess above!
Do you have something you do when you are stressed? Something you hate but can't stop doing?